Tears

I'm really in my deep down core..
Feeling helpless, useless ><
I shouldn't be like this T.T
But everytime the feeling surged thru'
It seems like killing me..Pulling me very down..
I hate getting this feeling, hate myself..
If I'm smart girl, that's great..
I wouldn't be here, struggling with so much problem..
If I'm determined..
I would be strong instead of relying ppl..
Easily get sad about things around and over..
Be tough Sharon! =(
You still have a long way to gooo >.<
LATE doesn't mean everything..
The most important you're paying effort now..
I really scare~ scare lost my momentum T.T
Fingers cross >< Bless me!!